Pastoral Poem
.eye is in the beauty of the holder bee
the orange grove of a romantic life
housed and small
as we used to be
to touch soft trees and grass
and swing
the bees' knees, we kiss
unkissable scarlet slices of life
bleed on
the center fountain gone milky red
collect the apples off your head
I'll shoot an arrow thru your rosy heart
-----the sun rose up over the rose garden
a piece of your skin on a thorn
-------this is a stone house
-------we live in
the bee hives are how we earn
in your ear I've never called you ugly
to your face I've never told a lie
---eyes are for the rolling
---over orange groves
---for the rest of a life
---eyes are for eyeing
---each eye of
---the other I
soft talk in the back room
we were married in the hallway
by your perfume
tied a string around a finger
let the bees in on the honeymoon
syrupy and orange over
the blossoming
rose garden and orange trees
-------grass gone brown in summer
could use some water from the fountain
the grass should grow green in our mouths
with our children
your Christmas baby rosy hued
I'll call you Mary
for the rest of my days
and plant tomotoes in the backyard
and drink orange juice
rose tea
and honey the right side of the toast
this is more civilized than ever
there are voices in the radiator
and the fruit refuses to rot
-------my love
-------I have lost it!
-------my love
-------I will go
I have run over a porcupine
on the wrong side of the road
and broke the knot around my finger
I have an oranger fever
and three quills in my throat
in ecstasy I roll my eyes
over the rose dawn
and grass groaning for the mower
swinging and swayed beside the stone house
in leaving behind everything
a practice is made
the Jesus baby is pristine
the trees grow without feet
but with large mouths
I have seen your nose
despite your face
and thought the road too short
a marriage in an empty lot
a whole lot more
that its worth
a worthy harvest orange old moon
a grassy night
a barren womb
my shepherdess
for you I write my lost-full words
my losing mind
I plant seeds in your hand
and step back
I cut your hair in summer
for the birds nests
I place honey in jars and manufacture marmolade
and clean out all of the fountains and gutters
-------my children!
-------where are you
is that your voice the radiator makes?
I worry and I worry
your mother has run away
with orange rinds for teeth
and apples for eyes
swinging
from tree to tree
I've done cartwheels after her
as fast as I can
but that just makes my head spin
and the bees thirsty
to cover my face
and so
I must move with careful motion
and calm
slow and thoughtful
as each bend
of grass
I throw strings to the wind
and make mating calls
it's a big forest
and nothing comes of it
the rolling hills in the east to the glade
the stream that feeds the fountains
and the trees
the rows of roses by the lake
my love you have lost your mind
and gone
you have left my poem
full of bees and thorns
and my children
dead in jars
------I calculate the year's end
------the loss from the orchard
------with only two hands
------to manicure and pluck
------and comb the bees' wings
so past the grass and morning dew
the harvest goes undone
under continous daylight
and the voices carry on
carry on
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